I can’t make up my mind. Seriously. I feel that it’s too ego-driven, goal oriented, I am afraid of wrong choices and wasting energy on wrong choices. Funny enough, 3 days ago I wrote I need to surrender more, trust more.
What I really want is a combination, variety, I don’t want to choose. And on some level I won’t have to, I believe, but I need to find this level, this door, or let it find me. I want my job(s) to be fun, inspiring and touching. Thank you to those people in my life that remind me that I not only can but I have to want it all!